Conversation

DD asked me on Sunday if I wished that things had been different, if I wished he had lived even though it would mean she wasn't here. I told her that no matter what, I would never wish for that. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I just know that she is destined for great things. I also told her that I am eternally grateful to you, and to him, because he taught me what to look for when I was expecting her, and I was able to convince the doctors (this time) that there really was something wrong. Saved her, he did. Maybe that was why we had to go through that. So she would be saved.
It's better than thinking it is just random.