Conversation

Speaking of my being wrapped up in you, why is it all my fantasies lately wind up with us either remarried, or otherwise committed to one another? In the beginning it was all sex, sex, sex, and loads of fun. Now I seem to be wandering down the path of "break my heart again, I deserve it" and other such nonsense. The lyric " I won't ask for promises, so you don't have to lie" comes to mind. I really need to keep it at the forefront of my thoughts about you. Saying goodbye will not be so easy this time, I don't think.

But I love you. And I want you to be happy, because I love you. And sometimes that kills me.