Conversation

I am almost finished for the day, and I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. I can't imagine what it will be like for you when I just show up in Ohio, and want to see you, but I am hoping it will be a happy surprise for you, or at least not one that makes you feel bad or worried. I don't want anything bad to happen to you, and I have always wanted you to be happy. I just hope you remember that.

I think I may have given you more good qualities in my mind than are really in your personality. I hope not.

I hope we are still able to be friends. Sometimes I wonder if I am doing the right thing. Somehow, it feels necessary.