Thursday, July 08, 2004
God the things I want to say to you. First and foremost, I want to tell you how annoying it is that you aren't responding to my mail.
I may have done that in the other blog, though. But still. I have this blog so I can tell you everything. So I can be myself and never have to worry that you will find it and know how crazy I am. And how crazy I still am about you.
Now all I want to do is talk to you in the other blog. Can't do that... must refrain from making it personal. Might have to mention spouse in there, but it must be natural. Like a rant, or something. I have done that before.
I can't let you know I am speaking directly to you. I can't lose you again.
I may have done that in the other blog, though. But still. I have this blog so I can tell you everything. So I can be myself and never have to worry that you will find it and know how crazy I am. And how crazy I still am about you.
Now all I want to do is talk to you in the other blog. Can't do that... must refrain from making it personal. Might have to mention spouse in there, but it must be natural. Like a rant, or something. I have done that before.
I can't let you know I am speaking directly to you. I can't lose you again.
