Friday, August 20, 2004
It is midnight. I have half an hour of punishment to go. I have to admit that I am more uncomfortable than I had thought I would be. I have taken 600 mg of motin, and am hoping that it helps soon.
Of course, the pain in my jaw doesn't help. But it isn't about that, is it? It is about being certain that I will remember.
Believe me, I will do my best never to make a mistake like that one again.
I am afraid of the pain when I remove it. It hurts now, but I know that the largest portion of it is beyond the ring of muscle, and will have to push the muscles aside to come out.
I wish you were here to hold me after.
Of course, the pain in my jaw doesn't help. But it isn't about that, is it? It is about being certain that I will remember.
Believe me, I will do my best never to make a mistake like that one again.
I am afraid of the pain when I remove it. It hurts now, but I know that the largest portion of it is beyond the ring of muscle, and will have to push the muscles aside to come out.
I wish you were here to hold me after.
