Thursday, September 23, 2004
I miss you. Of course, I do so all the time, but with our very different schedules, you always made time for me in the mornings. So this time of day is pretty difficult. For a while I retreated into sleeping fifteen hours a day, but now the insomnia is back. Tired all the time, and not able to sleep.
This, of course, isn't your problem. I guess I will just have to get used to the fact that you won't be here when I get up, but it is harder than you might think. I do only check about a hundred times a day now, so I'm getting better, but it is going to take a long time before I stop waking up at four thirty to see if you want to talk.
This, of course, isn't your problem. I guess I will just have to get used to the fact that you won't be here when I get up, but it is harder than you might think. I do only check about a hundred times a day now, so I'm getting better, but it is going to take a long time before I stop waking up at four thirty to see if you want to talk.
