Thursday, September 02, 2004
I'll bet you're interested in what I did after we stopped talking this morning, aren't you?
Well, like the good girl I am trying to be, I waited until I got into the shower, (by the way, if we're continuing this shower in the morning thing rather than the evening as I have been accustomed to doing, I'll have to get up even earlier.) and then I finally was able to empty my bladder. Now, the bathroom is pretty chilly in the mornings, and has no heat (this is California- who needs heat?) so I stood there with my goosebumps, with the hot pee running down my leg, onto my foot, and then finally into the drain. With the hot water running for my shower, it kind of pooled there, getting all over both my feet, before washing down the drain. Strange feeling. Great relief, because it was getting pretty urgent, and warm, and wet in the cold bathroom. I'm not really sure how I feel about it.
No intense feelings, anyway.
And I spent the entire day just about climbing the walls, thanks to you. Not that I mind in the least, but you should know that you have that effect on me.
I was, however, able to get a decent amount of work done, so no punishment necessary for not concentrating. I remember. Willpower, and because you told me so. And yes, I do want to please you. More than I can find the words to say.
I have company here, so I had better go. Talk to you soon.
Well, like the good girl I am trying to be, I waited until I got into the shower, (by the way, if we're continuing this shower in the morning thing rather than the evening as I have been accustomed to doing, I'll have to get up even earlier.) and then I finally was able to empty my bladder. Now, the bathroom is pretty chilly in the mornings, and has no heat (this is California- who needs heat?) so I stood there with my goosebumps, with the hot pee running down my leg, onto my foot, and then finally into the drain. With the hot water running for my shower, it kind of pooled there, getting all over both my feet, before washing down the drain. Strange feeling. Great relief, because it was getting pretty urgent, and warm, and wet in the cold bathroom. I'm not really sure how I feel about it.
No intense feelings, anyway.
And I spent the entire day just about climbing the walls, thanks to you. Not that I mind in the least, but you should know that you have that effect on me.
I was, however, able to get a decent amount of work done, so no punishment necessary for not concentrating. I remember. Willpower, and because you told me so. And yes, I do want to please you. More than I can find the words to say.
I have company here, so I had better go. Talk to you soon.