Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Sometimes in the mornings, when I am getting ready for my time with you, I have trouble relaxing and just letting things happen. Sometimes it feels as though my body is fighting me - I want to cum for you, and it just won't let me.
I'm finding that remembering that it isn't about my relaxation, or my latest fantasy, or even my pleasure (although I know you want me to have all those things) makes it so much easier. Just closing my eyes, and reminding myself aloud that it is for you, sets everything in motion at least 98% of the time.
Because, if it hadn't been for you, I would never have come back to life.
Thank you.
I'm finding that remembering that it isn't about my relaxation, or my latest fantasy, or even my pleasure (although I know you want me to have all those things) makes it so much easier. Just closing my eyes, and reminding myself aloud that it is for you, sets everything in motion at least 98% of the time.
Because, if it hadn't been for you, I would never have come back to life.
Thank you.
