Thursday, July 07, 2005
Thank you.
I know you don't read this often any more, and I know you will probably never see this particular entry, as I won't call your attention to it, but I need to say this to you anyway.
Thank you. You make me feel safe, or at least as safe as I can be under the circumstances. You push me into living somewhat normally, even when all I really want to do is sleep all day long. You make me believe I am important to someone, even when I don't feel very important to myself.
And these are just a few of the reasons you are the only one I really trust - and why you've been my best friend for so very long.
I know you don't read this often any more, and I know you will probably never see this particular entry, as I won't call your attention to it, but I need to say this to you anyway.
Thank you. You make me feel safe, or at least as safe as I can be under the circumstances. You push me into living somewhat normally, even when all I really want to do is sleep all day long. You make me believe I am important to someone, even when I don't feel very important to myself.
And these are just a few of the reasons you are the only one I really trust - and why you've been my best friend for so very long.